Each soul speaks in their own way
Today is the 11th anniversary of The Electric Gospel blog. (I hadn’t been paying attention last year, and missed marking the 10th anniversary.) This project started March 15, 2014, with a post from one of the ministry school students I was instructing. Allow me to share the origin story with you, which tells you something about this blog’s purpose.
In my classes, I encouraged students to compose devotional writings in their own voice and style. Much of the ministry training they received gave them templates and formulas they were told to follow. Their writings tended to be formulaic and stilted as a result. I wanted them to take in spiritual truths and express them in their own way, writing from their hearts. When they did, their expressions of faith spoke with grace and strength. I sent some of the most poignant pieces to the editors of the national church organization’s monthly magazine, and several students’ articles were published there.
One such student, Mariah, had dated someone who was controlling and overbearing. He maintained that male dominance in relationships was the biblically-commanded way. Mariah had a different perspective. She wrote about how this man had made her feel worthless and her gifts and talents unappreciated. When I sent Mariah’s article to be considered for publication by the national magazine, the assistant editors (both of them women) greatly appreciated her words. They put the article onto their schedule for an upcoming month’s issue. When it came time for the article to proceed to publication, I received communication from the magazine’s lead editor (a man). He had decided Mariah’s personal story needed editing. He provided his heavily altered rewrite of the article. He said that if the author agreed to the rewritten version, he would allow it in the magazine in that form. If she did not consent to the edited version, then the article would not be published. His version robbed Mariah’s original writing of her unique voice. It now sounded like it was composed by a staid, formal, traditional, clergy-trained man. It had become very much his writing, not hers—coming from his frame of reference, not hers. Mariah was hurt. She would not allow the magazine to run the editor’s version with her name listed as “author”—and I wholeheartedly supported her. I conveyed Mariah’s decision to the magazine editor, along with my own objections to how he had handled the matter.
As Mariah and I talked, I said I’d start a place of my own online to feature selections of spiritual writing from students. I wanted Mariah’s article to be the first to be featured. She embraced the idea (not just for herself, but also for her fellow student writers). Thus, The Electric Gospel blogsite was born.
You can read Mariah’s original piece here (just as she wrote it): “I Will Respect You.”
In those years of posting students’ work to the blog pages, I sought to give a forum to those who pressed against rigid expectations and situations that made them feel devalued.
There was a pre-seminary student who felt he wasn’t enough. He struggled to keep up with the college’s curriculum and to fit in with his classmates. When he stopped trying to compose something according to formulas dictated to him and wrote what he was feeling in his heart, his words sang with deep intensity. (His article: “A Cry from the Depths of One’s Heart.”)
There was a devout woman from a Caribbean nation who came to the college, older than the typical college students around her. She experienced implicit bias and ageism and cliquishness on the campus, which kept her feeling like she didn’t belong (in a place where everyone should have felt embraced and welcomed). I urge you to read her impassioned plea: “Do We Really Love Each Other in the Church?”
In the years since I stopped teaching, I’ve used this blog as a place for some of my own writing. I’ve tried to highlight our imperative to value every individual, to listen to each person’s voice. I’ll offer a couple of examples of past posts of mine here that might be worth your time to go back and read:
All of God’s children have a voice. Each soul speaks in their own special way. Hopefully this blog over the past 10+ years has been a place where the perspectives of Christ’s people from many walks of life have been honored and valued.
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Do not think of yourself more highly than you should. Instead, be modest in your thinking, and judge yourself according to the amount of faith that God has given you. We have many parts in the one body, and all these parts have different functions. In the same way, though we are many, we are one body in union with Christ, and we are all joined to each other as different parts of one body. So we are to use our different gifts in accordance with the grace that God has given us. If our gift is to speak God’s message, we should do it according to the faith that we have (Romans 12:3-6—Good News Translation).